Selfish people

Since this blog will not only be used as a "log journal" but also as my personal diary I figured I may as well write in here all that is upsetting in my day in the goal of purging my life of all the negativity.

People are selfish...well most of the people of my family are...
People are alwyas looking for excuses. They talk in a way that is clear to me....they are trying to justify there actions. Their lazy selfish actions. Of course attending a family members friend funeral is no fun or being at the bed of your sick mother who barely recognizes you because of alzeihmer is not my idea of fun...but it is the RIGHT thing to do.

For some reasons which I would hope one day I can figure out, when a close person of mine is that selfish it affects me. I do know they are not me and that their actions do not reflect on who I am but it still affect me. It upsets me to the point it can ruin my entire day. Maybe because I have a hidden feeling of no control? Who knows. All I can say is that it is a terrible curse.

To all selfish people of the world who affectes other by their behavior : Fuck you!

Simply Joe

Hi,

This is my first attempt at blogging. Why am I doing it? I am still unsure of the reasons that have been motivating certain "life" changes of mine lately. I am overweight :-( I have started a training program with a very expensive personal trainer and thought I could share my feelings, progress, thoughts, fear, yadi yadi yada!!!

I am most likely gonna be using this blog more as a diary since I do not forsee anyone to be reading this. Why would you?

Ok...here's my stats:

287 lbs - a couple months ago.
283 lbs - start training with personal trainer
275 lbs -week 5

As for the rest, who I am, well what's the point...I know who I am! But do I really?

Simply Joe